Ok new diet plan! Coffee, coffee , coffee, stacker , coffee , stacker. Because my brain is trying to tell me to take a long drug induced siesta!
It’s nights like tonight when the urge is strong… I think about oblivion, of the sweet relief of not thinking. The escape from the pressing darkness in my mind that the drugs offered me . One day I know I will fall into that deep abyss one way or another. I just hope it isn’t tonight.
i want people to know i’m struggling but i don’t want people to know i’m struggling do you see my problem